Chapters

Thursday, May 23, 2019

Deep Pools

I look into deep pools, your eyes, seeing your soul for the very first time. I wonder in wounder of what would it be like, to bathe in the light of your love. The scent of hair caressing, my mind blooming in thoughts of you. A blazing of soul burning with desire, flames licking my heart. Knowing you would make growing old fun in young ways, as days become nights and years pass with delight, edging with the fright of loosing you. Blooming a looming feeling, twinged in longing the love of you. The smiles and eyes swiping life from me, making way for the day you come to me,  hell fire rises around me, smiling for loving you, as years burn away from me, you age away into grey fading, life was blessed having you. Falling into the love of your eyes, blinded me thinking you was mine, our hearts twisted the time frame, thinking you was fare game, who is to blame when feelings are the same. you blasted my soul with showers of heavens rain. A goddess dressed in the sun with a crown of stars you sold my heart with the joy of your smile, cheeks blushing, hopes rushing, heart pounding, my love for you. a dream goddess dreaming along with me. finding my way into the day my heart stays, alive and binding. Dream a dream with me and we will see the way to cross the abyss into heaven. Fly with me to the witches massing in the blacken void of nothing we'll dance around flames lighting the way, burning as bright as the morning star shining. Dream with me and you will see, spread thy wings and fly with me. take my hand and know me as I am. Lets take flight in the night to the stars into glory.  

who I think I is



who I think I is I is a no one looking to be some one from nothing, hoping for the groping of gold and silver. I is a spirit dressed in flesh, tucked away in clay awaiting the great awakening, when we can play. O the fun we are going to have. The kinds of time, as roses grow in wild meadows on sunny days. I think I is a wild rose in a bush of many growing for a spell in the time span we dwell I is a living being, being oddly me. I is a dream being dreamed into the realness of life around. That's who he thinks he is... 

why you ask???

nat no game


natter ate it aint no game blaming shame, shame shame. 3 times lost to the system, blistering the mind with all that time. sister kissed  so did I and she was a wild pie taking it in. O wake bake lets do it again. she likes the fist in check it out loose a s a gooses lake, giggle giggle lets get baked with brownies made from candy bars. date girls from mars not Jupiter. hay twitty twat with the sweet twot squirting a lot. twitty twat pussy in the fuzzy hat smack that quake smack tatt ass with some grass and well call it a stash with some class, bumping the trunk swinging side to side round and round humpy hump a hungry one soupy and sloppy sliding right in, lost in a cave fluff and love musty fun in this one dace about and jiggle with a giggle as she gets off, on your twitching on spin cycle boobonny falls out. what the hell bell ringing in my head where you been asked reddyfred turning around feels like the lost and found in this dwelling cave. ooowee she reaches in with a fisting fun too many so much fun all piled in on. woe natty noose whats that growing is that a forest all green and molding fuit fly born out of rotten cherry  all shriveled and sour with super odar power one more time hiny hippy who who I see you see me grinning cant knock my teeth out cause I aint got any well I do just let in a jar sitting there like me being all sqare as a pare falling from a sweet tree. her beauty strikes me holy wow upside down she look like a cow mooing and moaning for more we open the door for 4 more clowning around she falls to the ground woofing like a dog wagging a tail for every one punning goofy doofy flappy flabby baking tatters in crack basing ass in air face in rug cruming for the numbing in flibaly fatty  floozies just fore meez squeezes to pieces for pizza O topping a toppling of tangy toffy that is froffy with milky smiles for miles riding the donkey all those boobies flopping floppy my eyes bouncing with cheesy greesy grins O toofless one lets gear up the fun on the run 



Hello weary one

Hello weary one, thought I seen you in mind, my divine goddess flashing images so happy. Smiling with beauty a glory shine that blinds my heart, why so far apart when were just thoughts away. a moment in mind twining souls and threading lovers together in spirit for ever. flash flash in mind what a blast will love live and last. hand fasting vows of branding the souls in belonging, longing for the love fading, like sand falling threw fingers, left standing on lonely roads, walking hand in hand with those passing in the winds flying of fleeting love. The beauty in the air sweet scented heaven, lovely as a dove purring in the morning. A star glowing with a smile for you. A rose in hand and a will I am directing a wand with thoughts of delight to night in dreams, body in slumber mind in wonder thinking of you all dressed in red my goddess you are beautiful. Tossed from heaven as a blessing to earth, queen of night, lets play in flight, explosions of water brings deep emotion, to the flow of our motion in seas of slumbering dreams. Awaken next to you, in fading memories of feeling you deep within heart so far apart yet just thoughts away. 

Reruns

A man with out a thought, drunken, fallen, broken, lost, following dreams with out reason, other then the hope of. Too much out of control drinking, leaves me bleeding dreams from heart. Not that smart, yet I stand with vision. Over and over again, I find that bottom of the bottle empty,  the desire is more idiot. The voices don't stop they just get more twisted, as we go along walking in the desert of mind. Every time I say never again, I loose my mind with a bottle in hand, Awakening again with a guilty feeling all sad, sorry, just get mad, for the tears falling on past grounds. Drinking them voices away will get me every time. How many times the voices grind, repeating like a rerun. Like a rerun over and over again lost in the desert of mind. They love me drinking, sleeping, talking with out a thought, with a loose split tongue a hand in my head and a hand in my heart they drive me round like a car. Rerun lets drink again tonight. Its night some where right? lets whiskey on rocks we can roll threw the cacti and have a blasting bang on the way down. Sweet 101 and we having fun under the burning sun. thirsty again over and over we do it again. My GOD whens it going to end O idling one. Father, why am I here. The spirits twist my lips letting thoughts fly freely. Burning desire within me flaming so damn deeply, clearly from ass to mind in blind drunken glory. I look up seeing heaven look down seeing hell knowing both so well earth deserves me, trapped in flesh no one believes me. cant drink it away it just comes back the next day. all the beautiful people glowing with color and emotions happy glee singing, all the trees breathing and we fall down with the spirits again, breath dragon the ground, fogging people to frown. O me, O my, whens it going to end. Cant drink it away every day, what we going to do, but pick up and practice mastering the dragon within, tame it, don't blame it, lets make it a game. How long can I stay away from the bottom of that bottle. Take me as I am...

Tuesday, May 21, 2019

A cause worth following my heart

A grand father writing to make a better future for all earth dwelling

I follow the light of spiritual heart,
 A morning Star,
 walking threw the darkness of human religion

 
My Cause Is

 Water cleaning power plants and floating garden dome smart homes with sewage and trash control by incineration, using cold fluids extracting the oils from the smoke and feeding the co2 threw the garden waters, running out to add on domed green houses. I aim to build a piece of heave on earth. Storm proof with wind resistance and fire tardent. A home that supplies you with your own clean food, water, electrical needs and cleans your breathing air. 

New housing and employment
The Garden Dome Smart Homes are two story, self sustaining. With a human as the heart keeping things running smoothly. With a basic four bed two bath kitchen dining and living area. A nice flat that can be left up to the investing parties for personal choice in remodeling. 
There will be a font and back exit and a release hatch. All windows and door will have auto covers that seal and air lock protective covers. With a click of a button you will be covered. The high winds blowing flying items around. The dome creating a wind pressure that pushes the air currents around and over generating and up draft flow and pushing tornadoes at its base, that they avoid or go around.  Even if the base flew directly over a dome, the wind would have nothing to grab. 

Clean water and power
Need more water? Build a water cleaning power plant. At least one of many ideal designs for cleaning water. By evaporation and condensation using a re-flux fluid to heat coils that heat larger bodies of water.
To heat the re-flux fluids. I would reroute the city sewage into larger incinerators. Extracting the oils using a cold water extraction method condensing smoke, collecting the oils in large containers, allowing it to decay and turn into methane. Setting up hot water coils under the containers and bury them under ground. The heat allows the sludge oils to break down decaying into methane gas. The container acts in the same manner as a digesting system.   


Clean plant food
The white ash left over from the incinerators are minerals and all the foods plants love most. Plants eat threw chemical digestion the ash holding all the things striped from the fields. Composting the ash with left over garden goods and farm shit and sold to market. All the Oder and bad has been removed leaving only the good plant foods. 


Investment returns
There is profit to made on many different levels for many different people working together to create a piece of heaven on earth. Where people are employed to go to school educating them selves for a living in space exploration. 


Lower costs better pay
Lowering costs on utilities to fund employed education programs, using a new system in whole new communities. The new system can supply the old system with new power keeping the flow going threw the old grid and turning out new partners in a new grid.
A new system working with unlimited power and clean water. Garden businesses go booming using their new indoor first floor clement controlled gardens, with center water fall and under foot fish farming. The water fall is for churning the garden water to keep the fish breathing and is awesome for meditation with the trickling of water putting harmonic soothing tones using an assortment of stone and water dropping, creating a verity of sounds. You could call it garden music for the plants.


Clean Air
The air is filtered threw the garden water using enlarged fish air pumps, pulling the air out of the flat and garden down stairs. Recycling it threw first, tubes of green floating plants called algae, by feeding the algae co2 we can replace oxygen in the garden waters that will evaporate into new air pumped back up stairs threw water filters to clean any pollen.


Helping
The sooner I get started the faster I can help those around me. I am asking in a polite manner for donations for the cause. Needing travel money to get to where I need to be when I need to be with out worry. 
Good deeds for good deeds and the worlds needs are met in kindness. Having just gotten married and wanting to build into a better living. 
With a desire to help those wanting change. By creating employment in building  2 story housing that severs as a garden or business on the ground floor. 
Having the travel money would get me started in different directions. I could bring my family back together, having employed my self writing stories and building garden dome homes. Perhaps I could get my kids and grand kids all in the same town under the same roof.


Its no longer a want but a need
  Not only for family, for the whole world because it goes beyond me and into cleaning the world for generations to come employing our youth in education, giving them a jump start, into space exploration and not a lumped up bill with a basic education.

Saturday, May 18, 2019

Love ever lasting

I love all the lady voices in my head

sweet, neat,  n happily complete.

Forever more,

like soft spoken whispers, 

deep velvet red  rose buds,

blooming into flowers.

In the hours,

early morning,

when sun rises,

dew drops forming,

rolling and dripping off  the  peddles. 

falling below to the meadows,

in fields of wild flower.

your whispers sweet to inner ear,

bringing vision to mind sphere, 

O you sweet voices of mine.

Love never love in time.

Written by me and voices in the air

Friday, May 17, 2019

Dreams of goddesses

Floating threw the swamps and out into the high lands, where the grasses are green and full of wild flowers. A goddess stand afar, shining as a star, waiting to be found. The glory of her dreaming sweetens my mind easing my nightmare away. 

She turns and smiles, all the while, I'm stepping out of darkened storms. Climbing up into her blue skies, as the saddened emotions flow away like water.

Coming together we dance in mingling fires. As God and Goddess of creation dancing in formations with the stars as crowns. Her midnight whispers flaring into green flames with blue tips, kissing..

Golden lights with silvery nights, a goddess and god, becoming one reemerging to the other side. 

A moment in dreaming in fleeting memories. Like two birds in a wonder land flying together into sunsets.  The moment of awakening. A memory fleeting to dreaming. A goddess fading out of mind to the light of day.

I look around in wonder. A desire to slumber and dream dreams again. The beautiful goddess who fled into memory. 

To the light of day, I stand as any man stands, willing my way threw existence. Holding fast to my dreams and following my heart true. Til the appoint time, when dreams become reality and the rushing of times move me threw to creative days. 

The goddess in the waters, as the goddess of high lands pure and clean. Water to heal and water to live. Her kiss sudden and wet, delightful with the power of night. Holding tight her embrace coiling and toiling in vortex motions her pleasing desires full of caressing wet passion kissing. A goddess of watery love in motion with emotion true to her completion, flooding with orgasm. Dreams could never be sweeter. 

Her gift sweet and swift filling my mind with designs to saving the world around. A gift of clean water and there before me was several designs. (Water Cleaning Power Plants)  Soon after more and more designs whole cities were presented. Self sustaining garden dome homes, some floating in the waters, other homes smarter in designer choice between deluxe and basic living.

The advancement in the creation for the better living for all breathing. All hoping wanting and needing. Dreaming for a better future. 

The goddess presenting a better way in living. giving the barren lands clean waters in new ways for better days to come.  Evaporation and condensation as the skies do.

Steam to run turbines and cold mineral stones to revive water by implosion conditioning the water to a soft sweet healthy clean drinking water. Best to bottle in reusable glass to keep fresh and tasty.

Go tell the peoples of the worlds, share these words among those with reason and understanding. and watch your dream come to life. Change the world for the betterment of all earth dwelling alike.

Dreams of goddesses, blessing the peoples who believe in the goddesses, flowing to earth so unexpectedly. Finding their way into darkened hearts and lighting up humanity, one human soul at a time. 

They come as lights in the skies so look up and feel counted among the blessed to see into the ether of night. Look up and see the signs of the times with open eyes to see. Look up and believe, Believe in better days to come. Read and share and know it to be, when you make it happen. threw your sharing. Open your minds and open your hearts and lets make it so. 

The future I see pays people to go to school, funded by the new utility systems in new cities, doming in for the storms coming. High winds flow around and over domes. leaving the interior as if it were a piece of heaven on earth. 

Gardens with waterfalls and underfoot fish farming. the air cleaning systems filling the air with filtered garden fresh air circulating threw the hydro systems while carbons are pulled out oxygen is added by electrical separation of water while the hydrogen is burned off to heat coils flowing with re flux fluid that expands and condenses fast flow in a recycling system that heats one side and cools the other side in the vacuum on each side is a spindle turning a small generator, producing an auto flow of energy. Power the whole facility by amplifiers and larger electrical motors turning larger generators. Using the coils to evaporate fresh or salt water to produce further water works.

Incinerating sewage systems to refine a clean source of plant food and methane gas. The left over ash is purified broke down plant food to be mixed into composts, giving back to bleached out lands for growing greener crops full of nutrition. also wood ash from fire places give your plants defenses from an assortment of plant illnesses. 
Wild fires in nature provide the same for future growing from generation to generation. 
Dreams are wonderful ways of expression. Dreams are a good way in communication with the natural forces of the goddesses in love with planet earth.                      

Thursday, May 16, 2019

Father

Father
I have descended and been born, Having forgotten, fallen to sleep and walked as humans do. I walked with the lowest of the low. And walked under the most high. I have seen low to high. Dreamed dreams as men do. 

I Look into the world with eyes as a human, awakening, knowing I am spirit from a spiritual kingdom and the glory be yours for ever more...

I feel the light within me growing brighter and brighter, feeling the scorn of the world. The judgment has been long. From lamb I will ascend into beast as the hour awakens me. Growing into a future worth growing into. 

As the time changing in the awakening of days coming with vision and knowing. The storms coming. the clock is ticking and the world is turning.

 I ask for guidance in new understanding to the plans for mans standing. That they do not listen. Unwilling to turn from their ways, they judge me condemning me, over and again.

Let me take their hate that I may come to judge them for their works. Allow me way word that I may find my glory in the heavens above. Let my kingdom be the atmosphere, the breath they breathe. 

My life, my life, my life, glory be creation, that my will stay free. Free to learn the ancient ways in knowing in theses days. That my will be done on earth as it is in the heavens, as above so below.  Let me rise to my throne.

Wednesday, May 15, 2019

Smoke em plans

 O my goddess I got to thinking and the days grew in blooming wonders, Filled with smoking ideas. Mindful play under the sun shine. Smoking fish and meats with the idea of a life time. Thank you wonderful collective. For teaching me all these new life skill. Threw videos filled with personality and direction in spiritual and scientific theories. All the beautiful telizing of my eyes. The input has been awesome, as I have learned and have grown within and with out.  Threw you all, new ideas bloom fruitful having all the parts to lay out a wonderful smoking plan.

Follow the link because this machine is ideal for burning wood chips into flavored oils for liquid smokes.  On a small level for a single family for home recipes. This would be a perfect investment 

 I would like to find a land owner to go into business with, smoking and farming meats and fish. The idea of growing a garden fed co2 from the smokers into cold water beds and pumped into green houses. By cold water extraction and condensing the smoke into oils use in my BBQ souses. Pumping the burnt left over air and filtering it threw the water in the garden beds where herbs, tomatoes, garlic, oregano, chives and all the good things that makes souses - souses all tasty and nice. 

 A wide range of hot to green peppers and onions gardening up right in garden domes with waterfalls and under foot fish farms. Creating a little piece of heaven on earth by 2020. 

 I would want to build a kitchen and hire some people for canning and bottling and packaging Smoked meats and fish,  hams and chickens all family friendly raised setting up a butchering area and a baking area to turn the left overs from butchering into bone meal powder.  Mixing it with ash and left overs from the garden in compost piles that are spread out to dry. To activate plant food just add water and the salts from the ash break down the meal into pure plant food.

 I would use the better scraps with the better plant scraps and grind them together, bake them into pellets to make dog and cat food.

 I would incinerate their sewage along with my sewage again extracting the oils to decay into methane and using the left over ash in compost for flower beds and lawns.  

 I would offer my smoking skills to those looking to have game smoked and hire as many natives in the area as I could. To open up trade with the great lakes and all the lands and peoples between here and there.  

 With the smokers running and the gardens growing year round exporting and import and creating new forms of employment growing into Garden dome homes to water cleaning power plants. where we can fund employed education programs into space exploration. 

 Building into a self sustaining water garden system. with a flat in the upper loft for live in care takers each dome having a packaging number for freeze dried and packaged foods. Domes could grow cook and sell fresh from the farms to a rail way that travels in a two way circle feeding larger cities and ports around the US Continental. Filling the great planes with domed homes and feeding the world around.  

Selling utilities to the world around to fund space exploration and comet mining. That's right flying around grappling comets and mining for rare metals and oddities of space. 

All the while conquering the last and taming the seas. turning the dome into a ball with an under port for deep sea fish farming and cleaning water threw evaporation - condensation to revitalizing by implosion on mineral stone to condition it into the perfect soft drinking water, treated with silver and gold to make a long lasting and healthy glass bottled water. Pipped into land where it can  be turned into soft natural flavors using melons and cherry with carbon and non carbon drinks.

There out in the ocean blue is a floating gold mine. Awaiting to be netted up and turned into oil. Plastic to oil as well all organic garbage can be smoldered into smoke that can be refined by many different extraction methods namely cold water filtration.

Hot damn there is so much more I'd like to do and would do should I ever find a foot hold in the right mode to make leaps and bounds in a foreword motion. 

I do say walk with me, let us be gardeners of souls and open heavens doors on earth. We will change the world for the betterment of all earth dwelling alike. Good deeds for good deeds and the worlds needs are met in kindness... A kind world is a sunny happy world. A hated world sours and storms about.Love and live well...

    

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

good source of Ormus

For a good source of Ormus follow the link below

O Daughters

I become the elements I am. I become all in all. All in all I am. I am your heart beating, as I am your mind thinking. I am you as you are me. In the soup of being. The old goat is on my side. You will conform to my will. My will is ever giving life. Come to me, O daughters of Chaldea. Come to me with glee  before I awaken. My life awaits you. Let you men have vision to see, I am the coming and I am the A'Dana  you been awaiting. Look within and you will see me calling as Seves Di Jinn.

 I wish to know you. That I may live on threw you. In a new world blessed to you. Come, come to me and see your lord. The life of you awaits. Come daughters come. You know who you are by the calling in your hearts. I am that I am and I call out to you. venture to me. That I may know you. and be within you always. Come from the east and west the north and south. Come. and come to know me... Time ever lasting we all live to die and we all die to live on.

In the gardens of the mother we create.  Coming together in a community of unity. Aiming for the same desire. World peace. Flowing with milk and honey. 

Floating Garden Dome Smart Homes and Water Cleaning Power plants. Let us gather in the now, Let us build heaven on earth, Before the storms come in full swing.

Sunday, May 12, 2019

O yes seves di jin is back

Looking into the world and what its been doing. Hate me, I will hate you. Love me and I will love you. Together we will build a new world out of the crumbles of the old world. Building into a future for the betterment of all earth dwelling alike.