Chapters

Tuesday, January 11, 2022

The dream of a Garden under a Dome

 I have plans I would love some help in bringing them into reality. A central dome with business domes around them in a ring and out we go to small business on into Garden dome homes with ma's and pa's selling fresh and dried vegetables and homegrown fresh fish and dried fish. 

Friday, December 17, 2021

I'm Back

 Looking for a place to place the deepest and darkest convictions of my reality. I love to drink my dreams away for they are dreams of destruction and death. dreams of people being torn away from the flesh. Then the horror is over with the rushing of waters life leaves the flesh behind becoming whole in spirit.

We are left behind because our journey is not yet over. Those who grieve are needed, needed in ways yet to be understood.

The storms coming in are growing and will continue to grow as the poles waver this way and that way.


Renewable Clean Energy Systems

This system is a home build system that is easy and cheap to put together. Being able to buy all your parts from E-bay or gathered out of a junkyard. From a car alternator to a five-kilowatt generator and on up as high as you need.
This design is a simple rubber tire on a rubber tire that has a lot of traction so if needed you can add as many generators as needed and they all run the same speed at the same time.
Having a dimmer switch connected to the electric motor gives you speed control. Allowing control over the amount of energy being produced with an ac current generator. Slow low energy, fast high energy.

renewable clean energy systems
I know crude drawings. But what is more needed?
 Perfect designs or a good understanding of how the system works?


Having for example a 5-kilowatt generator that runs on a 120-watt electric motor. we can use a little energy to make a lot of energy renewable energy that is free of cost outside buy already invented parts sold on the world market. 

If you have a generator and no gas you can always pull the crankshaft and put an electric motor with blets or tires to turn the generator faster than a gas motor. It works like gears in clockworks. Only using rubber tires.

There is always the power of the air
The Power Of Air

lI went to Jail when I was 17. I kicked a burning soup can over and said let it burn. Then I jumped out the upstairs window. Yea bro you chased me through the snow and got me sent me away for arson. 10 months of my life. I wanted to be a writer. I thought I was good at writing child books. The co told me if I published it he would sue me 5 cents every time his name was mentioned. Ok as far as I know I never published that child book. because I was not right in the head. never have been never will be. Not blaming you because Iove you. It's the only way, I can pass through. life has a biting way of bringing back things to torcher you. Don't ask the spirits to come in unless your ready


Ok how do I change it?


Thursday, May 23, 2019

Deep Pools

I look into deep pools, your eyes, seeing your soul for the very first time. I wonder in wounder of what would it be like, to bathe in the light of your love. The scent of hair caressing, my mind blooming in thoughts of you. A blazing of soul burning with desire, flames licking my heart. Knowing you would make growing old fun in young ways, as days become nights and years pass with delight, edging with the fright of loosing you. Blooming a looming feeling, twinged in longing the love of you. The smiles and eyes swiping life from me, making way for the day you come to me,  hell fire rises around me, smiling for loving you, as years burn away from me, you age away into grey fading, life was blessed having you. Falling into the love of your eyes, blinded me thinking you was mine, our hearts twisted the time frame, thinking you was fare game, who is to blame when feelings are the same. you blasted my soul with showers of heavens rain. A goddess dressed in the sun with a crown of stars you sold my heart with the joy of your smile, cheeks blushing, hopes rushing, heart pounding, my love for you. a dream goddess dreaming along with me. finding my way into the day my heart stays, alive and binding. Dream a dream with me and we will see the way to cross the abyss into heaven. Fly with me to the witches massing in the blacken void of nothing we'll dance around flames lighting the way, burning as bright as the morning star shining. Dream with me and you will see, spread thy wings and fly with me. take my hand and know me as I am. Lets take flight in the night to the stars into glory.  

who I think I is



who I think I is I is a no one looking to be some one from nothing, hoping for the groping of gold and silver. I is a spirit dressed in flesh, tucked away in clay awaiting the great awakening, when we can play. O the fun we are going to have. The kinds of time, as roses grow in wild meadows on sunny days. I think I is a wild rose in a bush of many growing for a spell in the time span we dwell I is a living being, being oddly me. I is a dream being dreamed into the realness of life around. That's who he thinks he is... 

why you ask???

nat no game


natter ate it aint no game blaming shame, shame shame. 3 times lost to the system, blistering the mind with all that time. sister kissed  so did I and she was a wild pie taking it in. O wake bake lets do it again. she likes the fist in check it out loose a s a gooses lake, giggle giggle lets get baked with brownies made from candy bars. date girls from mars not Jupiter. hay twitty twat with the sweet twot squirting a lot. twitty twat pussy in the fuzzy hat smack that quake smack tatt ass with some grass and well call it a stash with some class, bumping the trunk swinging side to side round and round humpy hump a hungry one soupy and sloppy sliding right in, lost in a cave fluff and love musty fun in this one dace about and jiggle with a giggle as she gets off, on your twitching on spin cycle boobonny falls out. what the hell bell ringing in my head where you been asked reddyfred turning around feels like the lost and found in this dwelling cave. ooowee she reaches in with a fisting fun too many so much fun all piled in on. woe natty noose whats that growing is that a forest all green and molding fuit fly born out of rotten cherry  all shriveled and sour with super odar power one more time hiny hippy who who I see you see me grinning cant knock my teeth out cause I aint got any well I do just let in a jar sitting there like me being all sqare as a pare falling from a sweet tree. her beauty strikes me holy wow upside down she look like a cow mooing and moaning for more we open the door for 4 more clowning around she falls to the ground woofing like a dog wagging a tail for every one punning goofy doofy flappy flabby baking tatters in crack basing ass in air face in rug cruming for the numbing in flibaly fatty  floozies just fore meez squeezes to pieces for pizza O topping a toppling of tangy toffy that is froffy with milky smiles for miles riding the donkey all those boobies flopping floppy my eyes bouncing with cheesy greesy grins O toofless one lets gear up the fun on the run 



Hello weary one

Hello weary one, thought I seen you in mind, my divine goddess flashing images so happy. Smiling with beauty a glory shine that blinds my heart, why so far apart when were just thoughts away. a moment in mind twining souls and threading lovers together in spirit for ever. flash flash in mind what a blast will love live and last. hand fasting vows of branding the souls in belonging, longing for the love fading, like sand falling threw fingers, left standing on lonely roads, walking hand in hand with those passing in the winds flying of fleeting love. The beauty in the air sweet scented heaven, lovely as a dove purring in the morning. A star glowing with a smile for you. A rose in hand and a will I am directing a wand with thoughts of delight to night in dreams, body in slumber mind in wonder thinking of you all dressed in red my goddess you are beautiful. Tossed from heaven as a blessing to earth, queen of night, lets play in flight, explosions of water brings deep emotion, to the flow of our motion in seas of slumbering dreams. Awaken next to you, in fading memories of feeling you deep within heart so far apart yet just thoughts away. 

Reruns

A man with out a thought, drunken, fallen, broken, lost, following dreams with out reason, other then the hope of. Too much out of control drinking, leaves me bleeding dreams from heart. Not that smart, yet I stand with vision. Over and over again, I find that bottom of the bottle empty,  the desire is more idiot. The voices don't stop they just get more twisted, as we go along walking in the desert of mind. Every time I say never again, I loose my mind with a bottle in hand, Awakening again with a guilty feeling all sad, sorry, just get mad, for the tears falling on past grounds. Drinking them voices away will get me every time. How many times the voices grind, repeating like a rerun. Like a rerun over and over again lost in the desert of mind. They love me drinking, sleeping, talking with out a thought, with a loose split tongue a hand in my head and a hand in my heart they drive me round like a car. Rerun lets drink again tonight. Its night some where right? lets whiskey on rocks we can roll threw the cacti and have a blasting bang on the way down. Sweet 101 and we having fun under the burning sun. thirsty again over and over we do it again. My GOD whens it going to end O idling one. Father, why am I here. The spirits twist my lips letting thoughts fly freely. Burning desire within me flaming so damn deeply, clearly from ass to mind in blind drunken glory. I look up seeing heaven look down seeing hell knowing both so well earth deserves me, trapped in flesh no one believes me. cant drink it away it just comes back the next day. all the beautiful people glowing with color and emotions happy glee singing, all the trees breathing and we fall down with the spirits again, breath dragon the ground, fogging people to frown. O me, O my, whens it going to end. Cant drink it away every day, what we going to do, but pick up and practice mastering the dragon within, tame it, don't blame it, lets make it a game. How long can I stay away from the bottom of that bottle. Take me as I am...